History Repeating Itself

In college I was a history minor. I was only two classes away from a major and basically did it so that if I needed to fall back on teaching as a career, I had background to do it. I remember in history learning about all the evils imposed on societies from around the world. Whether it was towards women, blacks, slaves or Jews, evil seems to always find its way into our world in an acceptable manner. In America it was slaves, certain religions, certain ethnicities, political views or sexual identitiy. It never ends and many evils only recently ended, while others are still happening.

I always thought that people were ultimately good at heart. This belief has been in question the past few years. If people are truly good, why does crime occur? Why are people still denied their rights to marry who they want or to have the family they desire? Why are we still racist? Why does not everyone have health care? Why do children or spouses get abused and assaulted? Why do innocent college kids get shot on campus? Not everyone who does these horrible things is insane- smart and educated people are multiculturally incompetent and intolerable. It is getting harder and harder to belief that people are ultimately good.

I read a lot of books about America in the 19th and 20th centuries. Crimes and ways of life that were ok then are seem as horrendous now. How long til what we do now will seem that way? We think it was so horrible that slaves existed or that blacks were discriminated against. How long until we think the same thing of the LGBTQ population and their rights? How long til we think that denying health care to citizens was outrageous? When will we wake up and stop politics from becoming a game of this-for-that and under the table favors and really involve ourselves in what we believe in for the good of our country- for the good of society? When will public schools get the support they need to educate our students to be productive citizens of the future? When will it really be acceptable for a woman to never marry or have children and we do not judge her? God knows progress has been made but for the US being a society of the future, our views and rights are embarrassing.

When, when, when. I may be an idealist, but I used to be much more of a believer in the good of people. Now all I see is selfishness and schemes. Our race will not be around forever, and I can only hope that someday after I am gone, I can be around to somehow witness the future generations realize our mistakes and take it in their own hands to make the world a better place.

Valentine's Day

This day comes every year. People in relationships scramble to think of romantic gifts or events to plan. Single people lament that they don't have anyone to celebrate this day with. They get lonely.

I am neither of these people.

It might be odd, but Valentine's Day never has meant much to me. In a relationship or not, I find the day stupid and really don't pay it any attention. I am never bitter nor do I ever feel under any pressure. It is a holiday created by someone to create a "pop" in our economy. Maybe I am looking at it the wrong way, but it really is just a made up holiday- it's not religious or spiritual or a holiday in honor of a great person. So why do people care so much?

Now if you will excuse me, I am going to enjoy some delicious chocolate candies that I bought for myself at the grocery store:).

SNOWpocalypse

As much as I hate snow, I also don't always hate it. Here is a taste of what I've seen excessively the past 7 weeks.

Virginia has had 3 snowstorms in this winter, which is very odd and annoying. I am getting over my annoyances, though, because there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Sometimes I just have to let go and live. I am working on it!

It's the time...

…for engagements!

I am at the age (23) where many of my friends are getting married (some are even having babies which freaks me out even more but I won’t go there now). I am nowhere close to being engaged and really don’t fully understand why so many people still feel the need to get married so young BUT to each his own! Anyways, I went to one friend’s wedding a couple of weekends ago and had an absolute blast because it was the first wedding I have been to with many of my closest friends instead of my family (though they know how to party too). I also recently found out that I am a bridesmaid in a college roommate’s wedding this summer. We had an engagement party for her last weekend, which was VERY fun, so I am excited, and I really do enjoy weddings and wedding festivities. But as is the case whenever I am invited to a wedding, I also look back to all the weddings I have been to. Since I have a lot of cousins and am one of the youngest on both sides, I have been to more weddings than anyone I know my age has. Here we go (in no particular order):

1. Cousin Bobby’s (flower girl)
2. Cousin Carolyn’s
3. Cousin Pat’s
4. Cousin Kelly’s
5. Cousin Mike’s
6. Cousin Brian’s
7. Cousin Tim’s
8. Cousin Lia’s
9. Cousin Cara’s
10. Cousin Caitlin’s
11. Uncle John’s
12. Brother Brian’s (bridesmaid)
13. Friend of the Family Lindsay’s
14. Friend Tara’s
15. Friend Emily’s
16. Friend Samara’s
17. Friend Sarah’s (bridesmaid)- Summer 2010

The list will surely increase exponentially in the next few years, so I am going to try to keep it all remembered. I can handle weddings to some degree, probably not when all my friends are married and I am not, but I can deal because they’re fun. But babies…babies are another story and one of my sorority sisters is now preggers (at least she has been married 2 ½ years). But still, it’s crazy!

Internship

I am fully 3 weeks and 120 hours into my internship (with 40 hours direct). I have 13 weeks and 480 hours (including 200 direct) to go. No big deal. Well it wouldn’t be a huge deal if it wasn’t the middle of winter and we weren’t expecting a foot of snow tomorrow. Now school will be closed most of the next week. This sucks because I have to get to 600 hours no matter if we miss 2 weeks of school or not, so snow really delays my progress. I don’t want to have to go far into May to complete my hours because I have a job starting the 2nd week of May at my practicum site doing SOL test prep. The only thing I could do is finish up my hours at my new job since it is in a middle school. We’ll see. This is all very annoying but everyone will be in the same boat as me so it’s not the end of the world. I’m trying to relax and let it go. Snow is fun for a day but we already had snow 6 weeks ago. I like being able to drive, thank you.

As for the actual internship work, it overall has been great. Some days there is not a whole lot for me to do, but I love the people and I love working with kids. It has been an emotional adjustment hearing what these kids go through and having to call CPS and do risk assessments but each week is a little easier. I also am getting used to both my supervisors so co-counseling is getting better as well. I really believe this job is the best fit for me because I can use my social/people skills and my organizational skills. I also am very efficient so I get work done fast. I am thinking middle school will be the level I most desire to work in, but there is something I like about all levels. This job is especially exciting since I am trained to counsel k-12 but it is so different at each level. I don’t think I will ever get bored because I can always switch it up. I love education and schools and think I can make a difference. It will be nice to get paid to do it though☺.

First Professional Interview

I am officially interviewing and applying for my first professional job! It is very exciting. I like interviewing because you are basically just promoting yourself and since I have a bubbily personality, I find that fun and easy. I also view it as they are either gonna like me or not, so I might as well just be myself now and not have to worry about showing my true colors later. My first interview was last Saturday in Fairfax, and I went with my friend Alyson who is also from my program. We both felt that VCU prepared us very well for the interview and think we should have a good shot getting a second interview or perhaps even being early hired (!).

I interview with Loudoun County in a week and a half in Richmond and feel much more confident and excited about that interview since I already have one under my belt! Loudoun is my second choice next to Fairfax, but it would be fun to work and live there since that is where Nate (my brother) is. Also, with the budget cuts everywhere in Virginia, I figure the more places I interview, the better chance that I won’t be waiting tables next year. Northern Virginia is more expensive, but they do pay more and I have many friends from college up in the D.C. area. Traffic will suck, but being close to D.C. has many other perks since it is a very cool city. A job is a job, so I really can see myself being anywhere. Though I am sticking to Virginia since there is no point going to another state in this economy.

Rolywa Revamped!

I’ve decided to revamp this blog so it’s more about my life than about the random things I think about on a daily basis like the older one was. That is not to say it won’t be random, but I am going to try not to have posts about songs lyrics or my television or music obsessions, and if I do, I will try to have those posts relate more to my life. We’ll see if I can do it! I figured since I am going to have a master’s degree and will be moving on my own “officially” for the first time ever (not counting college when I didn’t have to pay for everything), I can chronicle my journey. Also, as an intern student and surely next year as a first year counselor, I should have some stories to tell! Also, for those interested, “Rolywa” is a nickname my best friend came up with in high school that is the first two letters of all three of my names- Robyn Lynn Walsh. I have many unusual nicknames- Ro, Roro, Robespierre, Robenstein, and Roro2go, but this one is the most used now and is my license plate too☺.